Nov. 3rd, 2015 03:49 pm

me: Why does my head hurt so much again today, I thought it had finished up with this for a while.

me: Also, why am I sweating so much.

*It is 80 degrees out.*

me: It can't be, I would definitely have noticed that.

Sep. 19th, 2015 12:02 am
Today's zoned-out semi-awake vision quest was on the related subjects of

1) can I put the fragile vase on top of the china cabinet without dropping it (visualizes self dropping fragile vase 100000 times) probably not huh

2) did I remember to eat

3) if Malachite isn't actually in Steven's toilet I will be disappointed, that scenario Just Works for me
so as sort of a disclaimer: I've been in kind of a haze 95%+ of the time for the past month or so. That SU post yesterday had been sitting on my desktop getting fiddled with sporadically since midway through the last Steven Bomb.

If I'm not responding to your posts or messages, I'm not snubbing you, it's just that I have limited uptime, and am using most of it on stuff like calling doctors/insurance and driving to the grocery store. I'm not leaving the house most days right now.

So, please assume that most of the time, I have approximately the mental energy necessary to hit "like" and "reblog" on Tumblr, and that's about it.
Do other people get odors caught in their noses

Nonexistent ones

For days/weeks at a time

(Right now it's the cut for gross/body horror )

Aug. 11th, 2015 09:22 pm
I need to eat something so I'm not dizzy I can go pick up my prescription, but it is an undeniable fact that food is really gross. Oh, well.

Situation update: I solved this problem by eating applesauce and bread, and thus fortified, calling Mom and asking her to get the prescription.
(I am not actually drunk. I thought about having some fruit wine earlier, but I didn't, because I have a slight fever and that seems likely to make it worse, despite the opinions of old Japanese men buying little jars of umeshu from the convenience store in the evening and then taking it home and heating it up.

They're old Japanese men, so they probably don't ask the clerk to microwave the jar behind the counter - could potentially create social awkwardness. They take the jar home. Do you microwave the umeshu jar? If you ever microwave it, does it matter whether there's an actual plum in there? Or does the jar have to go in a pan of water on the stove, or something? The old men's wives or daughters or daughters-in-law probably actually handle this operation, if such are present.

Being several days into an illness and grumpy and restless about it affects me in a manner superficially similar to that of alcohol, particularly after dark.)
If an un-coated tablet gets caught on the back of your tongue it will BURN.

I did this two days ago and it still stings.
me: *feels awful, writes a bunch of angsty bullshit. the angsty bullshit is too angsty bullshit for the internet to bear up under*

me: *lies down on floor next to cat*

me: Fix my problems, cat.

cat: *licks my hand for like two minutes*

May. 29th, 2015 03:53 pm
I am a conscientious objector to the, stuff

May. 23rd, 2015 10:48 pm
You know how people do screencap-LPs, with all the game's dialog and the important plot things shown? That should be a thing for TV and movies. Specifically that which I am interested, in but cannot watch, due to brain problems.

May. 17th, 2015 04:10 pm
Does anyone know where can I torrent that patch for my body that lets it thermoregulate??????

Apr. 9th, 2015 10:45 pm
I need to get brain surgery so I can watch Steven Universe. It's very important.

Mar. 18th, 2015 03:04 pm
Is there a medical term for

* When your nose specifically turns pink but the rest of your face doesn't

* When an animal irritates a surgery site or other wound by licking it

* Zig-zag line along outer rim of cat's iris

* The uneasy plastic grocery bag filled up with wind feeling a little while before you panic for no good reason

Mar. 15th, 2015 11:27 pm
I keep remembering that Terry Pratchett died and feeling disconnected from reality. This is how a lot of negative events hit me. I go "I must be in a bad AU, I need to go back to the source material." The time before death always feels like a place which can be returned to.

Unhealthy! Probably something for which there is a medical term?

(Okay this post maybe isn't really completely about Terry Pratchett.)

Feb. 8th, 2015 09:16 am
My brain has basically felt like it does when I have a fever for the past month.

Feb. 6th, 2015 10:14 am
It’s a measure of how fucked-up I’ve been that I keep purchasing granola even though I’ve got a massive surplus of oats, honey, and cinnamon right now.

It is a thing I normally cook all the time. It’s basically my easiest frequently-used-recipe. But I am buying overpriced boxes of it at the store. Problems.

Feb. 5th, 2015 04:35 pm
I dreamed that the cats had all been digitized and I could turn Dubiety off, so making him vanish, drive to the vet, and then open the Cat App on my phone and re-materialize him there without any drama. And I could get into the raws and alter his personal preferences and stuff, so he’d poop in the box and not on the floor and so on.

I found this pretty upsetting, and wasn’t sure how long my cat had been digitized, or what had happened to the original one, or if there had ever been a “real” Dubiety the Cat at all.

But look: can I do this to myself, get into my own raws and figure out what’s wrong there. Or switch myself off while someone else handles it for me.

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