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May. 1st, 2015 07:39 pmI keep becoming anxious because I'm having the physical symptoms of anxiety. My brain kind of goes, "oh hey, heart rate's up, something must be wrong, what's wrong," and doubling down hard on the first unpleasant thought that crosses my mind, like:
"do I have coconut milk for curry, where’s my phone, I should put potatoes on my shopping list, didn’t I just have a pencil, I should assign a Phoenix Wright song as my ringtone for Mom, there’s the pencil, when did I draw this bad Vriska, CONGRESSIONAL REDISTRICTING! OH NO! THAT DEFINITELY IS A BAD THING THAT HAPPENED ISN’T IT”
And then I stress out about gerrymandering for a while, because I drank coffee and had some palpitations. I should stop drinking fucking coffee.
"do I have coconut milk for curry, where’s my phone, I should put potatoes on my shopping list, didn’t I just have a pencil, I should assign a Phoenix Wright song as my ringtone for Mom, there’s the pencil, when did I draw this bad Vriska, CONGRESSIONAL REDISTRICTING! OH NO! THAT DEFINITELY IS A BAD THING THAT HAPPENED ISN’T IT”
And then I stress out about gerrymandering for a while, because I drank coffee and had some palpitations. I should stop drinking fucking coffee.