Nov. 12th, 2015 09:22 am
I need to get up and eat and shower and turn the heat on, but it is impossible. I took my meds and drank water and that was too much work for the morning.

Nov. 8th, 2015 09:49 pm
Oh and the light fixture over my desk caught fire yesterday morning so I have been coding in the dark, like the TV hacker mans who is going to deliver The News at the very last second with my button-up shirt all rumpled.

The News is that who the fuck knows what Ruby best practices for constants are. Those are basically fake.

But yeah, it caught fire and I yelled "holy fuck" and scared the cat and slammed the switch back off and called my mom.

Nov. 8th, 2015 09:05 pm
I spent nine fucking hours coding today, felt like my brain had overheated, and tried to lie down and read a stupid manga to cool it off. But the manga was too stupid and I got mad and started cleaning things. I am probably going to be unconscious all day tomorrow.
using IT skills. I accomplished a real-world work thing! Adderall is a good medication, I definitely recommend it if you are lying flat on your face unable to move all the time. I am still doing that a lot, but I have left the house and gotten stuff done two days this week! Go me.

I failed to Save The Day for the clients I visited on Monday - in fact, I failed to save even The Hour or The Minute or Nanosecond, because it turned out that they need some other work done before I can even get started - so this makes me feel better.

Nov. 3rd, 2015 03:49 pm

me: Why does my head hurt so much again today, I thought it had finished up with this for a while.

me: Also, why am I sweating so much.

*It is 80 degrees out.*

me: It can't be, I would definitely have noticed that.

him: *betrayed nyehhhhhh*

me: Dude, I already gave you one piece of kale, that is plenty for you.

him: *tries to stick his head in my salad*

me: *puts him on the floor with his piece of kale*

He just really likes greens.

Oct. 22nd, 2015 07:45 pm
This personal post is very gross. Please do not look beneath the cut unless you are well-prepared.

Read more... )

Oct. 20th, 2015 06:17 pm
I hate the car and I am done with being in it. No more of this.
I've been avoiding drinking unboiled tap water for a week to see if it helped with my stomach problems. It has.

(Should I warn the neighbors?)
There are NOISES in it

What are they

(They're leafblowers)
It's clearly not a conscious one. Maybe the same part that managed my auditory hallucinations, when I was having those? If so, I've clearly mellowed out a little since high school, given that I rarely recite incoherent sentence fragments about dismemberment apocalypse bloodses at him.
The point is that I just realized that today, when he walks up to me, I've been reflexively saying, "LADIES AND GENTLEMEN. WE HAVE A HATER."

He scratched my hand pretty bad last night, is probably what it is. (He didn't like the noise I was making on the keyboard while engaging with Mettaton, and he attempted to put a stop to it.)
*gets mad at self, bakes two loaves of banana bread and cleans the kitchen*

Oct. 5th, 2015 02:22 pm
me 5-10 times every day: Please do something so I am not so tired and gross-feeling, the medical community has failed me, you have to fix this...

my cat: *teethes on my elbow or something*

me: You, also, have failed me...

Oct. 2nd, 2015 07:33 pm
I don't know how to turn the heat on, so I'm just going to set myself on fucking fire.

(Don't worry, I have long since been overcome by the daily tide of lethargy, and cannot actually get up to get the matches.)

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